"Fire is motion / Work is repetition / This is my document / We are all all we've done / We are all all we've done / We are all all we've done / We are all all defenses."

- Cap'N Jazz, "Oh Messy Life," Analphabetapolothology

Saturday, August 15, 2020

Bodies

notes from my visit to the Bodies exhibit, Las Vegas strip, summer of 2012 (en route to New York via the heartland of our country).

Bodies.
the value of certain bodies over others
cutting up / butchering to put on display makes it more animal / more object
         than human

American-centric (poses, activities)
baseball, football, basketball, darts, conductor, frisbee
private parts - demeaning
pieces of faces
keeping bodies intact
death rituals / thinking about the souls of deceased
donated, unclaimed bodies -- outside of Beijing

argue: doctors use bodies for medical training all the time
different intent: donated bodies, medical benefit, education
while these are educational exhibits, there's also some element of freak show shock and awe in the experience/display -- gore element that seemed disrespectful

Bodies purpose -- "become an informed participant in your own healthcare"
"the specimens in this exhibit have been treated with the dignity and respect they deserve" -- afterthought on last wall of exhibit

West Coast to East (and back again)

notes from my second (!!) move from California to New York, summer-ish 2012. left a Silicon Valley job to go to grad school out east, chasing love, running away from myself. i got this in a fortune cookie: "every man should seek to learn what he is running from, to, and why." notes found scrawled on the back of an envelope, stuffed into glovebox, to be rediscovered in 2020, as i start to think about moving back out West. everything [sic] Arizona: cool and green what is it a/b the Arizona landscape that makes the sunset so beautiful? N.Mex: coyote nights howling at the moon Vegas: oversexed drag show/talent show/circus freak Grand Canyon: layers of red, yellow, ocre, orange, gray like jell-o cake Sante Fe: trees illuminated with a thousand lights milky way fried egg and red/green chile Kansas: red moon lightning skies sleeping in the gracious shadow of a McDonald's parking lot Iowa: corn fields and crappy roads feeling tired of driving and missing home #writing